Unfettered Joy

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January’s Bootcamp assignment was to create a journal with an Edwardian brooch theme. For more jewel themed eye candy, the public gallery is now live–check it out!

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There are days, as I wash baby poop off my hands, or help my not-quite-four-year-old regain control after a body thrashing tantrum, when I long to be working more, parenting less. Enmeshed in day-to-day drudgery, I empty and load the dishwasher, again. I pick up their toys for the 10th time that day, and fold another load of laundry. I want to escape.

And then, ever-so-gently, I remind myself that I am on borrowed time.

I watch my one year old as he squeals with delight–he has discovered how to walk across the room pushing a stool. Noticing me, he rewards me with an ear-to-ear, heart melting grin.

Less than an hour later, my daughter does a spontaneous happy dance because I tell her she can wear her dress-up clothes to the grocery store.

How incredibly lucky am I to bear witness to such unfettered joy?

I hug them both, breathing them in and reminding myself how quickly they are changing. How little time, like this, we really have. I count my blessings. And my heart fills with gratitude, that in this moment, the work that I am doing is right here.

And it is the most important work of all.

 

 

 

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5 thoughts on “Unfettered Joy

  1. I love how forgiving you are my friend. It is refreshing to know we don’t have to get stuck in those less-than-ideal moments. The roller coaster is part of the ride. Thank you for your wonderful honesty.

  2. This post brought tears to my eyes. You’re right! I’ve got a 9 month old that’s obsessed with learning to walk and it’s giving me so many grey hairs watching him fall. I didn’t expect motherhood to have such incredible emotional range in a given day. You’re “on” all the time! Anyway, thanks for posting this.

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